Tuesday, October 21, 2008

October 27, 2007

Finding out that day at the hospital that Kaycee was coming early was quite the shock. She was on her way and there was no stopping it. It turns out, I was sick and that caused my labor. 4 months too early. The day she was due was estimated to be February 27, 2007...October 27, 2007 she made her appearance into this world…but, she was too young and small to survive.

Knowing that I would give birth and Kaycee not having a chance to make it - broke my heart. I don’t know that my heart ever will mend completely. Kaycee was born at 11:11pm. Have you heard, the saying: “It’s 11:11 - make a wish!” How ironic - my wish came to me at that particular time.

Holding her in my hands - feeling her little arms and legs, counting her fingers and checking out her toes - I had wished I would never have to let her go. I wanted to keep her forever.
I will always keep her with me and I know she is always with me - The Best and Beautiful Things are Felt with the Heart - I feel her everyday.

Kaycee’s birthday approaches rather quickly…she would have been 1 year old.

Happy Birthday baby girl.

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